Saturday, June 11, 2011

Gratitude in Prayer: a glimpse on a prayer of thanks

There are many times that because of the heftiness of the load of anxieties within, I find it hard to even be grateful for what I am going through; when I know in the end, all shall be well with God. Here's a glimpse of a reflection I wrote while in Malaybalay City last month:

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May 26, 2011
Have I ever learned to thank you my Lord? All that I have been having is a complaining thought. I am downhearted by the difficulties I am going through. Where is my mind that thinks of praising You my God, for all that I walk along with? Where is the grateful heart, that should adore You my God for all the love I have received from my friends? Today, I pray, that amidst the hardship and anxiety, You teach me O God, how to become grateful. Lord, for having brought me here, despite of the supposedly hectic schedules now and in the next days; for having given me friends and teachers, whom I share my life with; for the music, that is like heaven, so serene and lively yet like following Christ, entails challenges along the way. For all these, my gratitude O God would not suffice what it takes to give You praise. I love You O Lord, and I thank You. Your faithfulness and love keep me going. Your mercy makes me grow. Bless me that I may give You thanks, all the days of my life. Amen.

Friday, June 10, 2011

I’m really leaving the science lab

I had to get up so early. My first day’s work in school was going to be the inventory of science lab equipment. The school is kinder to me this school year; I am not given an advisory class. Consequently, I have to give up my position as science lab in-charge. I used to handle the science lab since its completion. I have had lots of memories there with my previous third year students. Now, the lab is only one of the buildings I would see in school. The present lab in charge Ma’am Neneng helped me out in accounting the equipment. Thank God we have six students who assisted us in the carrying of the apparatuses. Ma’am Neng gave me a nice snack after the inventory.

As soon as I left the lab room, there was a sensation of loneliness. I realized I was really leaving the science lab. Well, that’s life. But I’m still in school. My framed certificates are still there inside the science lab. I still belong. For now, I have to go on with what I am being assigned to - a teacher in general education, handling one Biology class and a SPED teacher, catering SPED classes in Biology, Chemistry and Physics.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

A cool novel gadget

After the damage of the screen of my HP Laptop, long had I been contemplating if I’d buy another one or any similar technology; specially that it worth 40 thousand pesos. When I attended the training for the deaf in Cagayan de Oro City, I was looking around for a net book. Although I did not find time to window shop, I already made a decision that I’d have my mid-year bonus to purchase one. Last May 22, on my way to Malaybalay City, Bukidnon, I dropped by the City of Golden Friendship and looked for a net book at Gaisano Mall. I was kind of attracted at first sight with the Acer Aspire One brand, with its new look and the price tag was 11 thousand and eight hundred plus. And so I purchased it. The gadget was first used at the PIL in Malaybalay. I found it to be user-friendly and easy to carry. With its small size, transferring it from place to place is a breeze. So far, I am enjoying the use of the gadget especially in surfing the Internet, playing some games and encoding. It’s really good to buy something from funds that come in the package of bonus. This cool gadget is one remembrance of such eared produce of the work. The gadget is also a tangible reminder of my days at PIL. (Huh, get over it Darwin!)

Monday, June 6, 2011

Gaining a friend to treasure for life

My 10-day stay in Bukidnon would have been only to learn more about the music in the Liturgy. On the first day of my visit to the place named Paul VI Institute of Liturgy, I was apprehensive about getting along with others specially that the first ones I met don’t speak the dialect I could be most spontaneous when talking. When I learned that someone was going to be a roommate, I prayed that at least he is from Mindanao. As he got into the room, we readily talked like we have known each other forever. More to our initial conversation, he is familiar with some people I know. Amiel has become a friend that day. There was never a dull moment with each other. We would sing almost every day, to the top of our voices the moment he skillfully plays the keyboard he brought with him from Davao. We talked about just anything under the sun. It didn’t take us long to ridicule each other, even everywhere.

Perhaps the time when we were given a break on a Saturday, was one unforgettable experience. We walked from the venue to the high way talking whatever came into the discussions. It was very sunny then that as we reached a shaded place, we removed our shirts and fan them off to remove of the heat absorbed from the noon sun’s beams. We were looking for a broadband kit at the commercial center. We asked every possible person where to by the gadget but it’s as if everyone didn’t know the place. Finally, we passed by an unlikely store, when he said we give it a try again. Indeed, there was one broadband stick available. It was one funny time when we were heading home because we were chased by the rain. We ran, well, despite our large-size tummies and reached the venue, not so wet. We were always late with the prayers and classes and we had decided on the last few days to come early to the chapel, which we successfully did.

There were many moments we made at PIL; a complete entry would be too chaotic (LOL). One thing I value about our friendship is Amiel’s effort for me to learn. During our classes in music, he would encourage me to participate. He might have heard of my threats whenever he literally dragged me to participate in solfeggio, but deep within, I truly appreciated his concern for me to learn. At night, he would not allow me to sleep until I get the right tones, of those he required me to intone. I now realized that he gave me more than what I shared him. Id**t, salamat sa shirt ha. Dako na gyud interes ang printing.. hehe.. **rk. I was the first to go home and he accompanied me to the bus terminal. It was the last time that I saw such a wonderful friend. I brought with me our word that we’d be friends for life. Until now, we still send our thoughts, thanks to the SMS feature of the mobile phones.

God truly works in ways we don’t expect. My anxieties about how would I be able to cope with music lessons at PIL, deal with the feeling of homesickness and befriend with everyone were unnoticeably faded. Added to my superfriend Amiel were our super trainers and my super co-participants. Ma’am Cynthia’s very difficult lessons did not eclipse her being kindhearted. Sir Ferds, was very great to get along with. With Fr. Nilo, there’s just no dull moment. I always have the LOL times with him. Fr. Anscar’s wisdom truly gives enlightenment. Fr. Albert always gives me encouragement. I found Sr. Noelle to be so lighthearted. Seminarians Carlo and Roy were easy to get along with. I had lots of funny talks with Fr. Danto. Everyone just became a friend. How I miss our laughter and togetherness. I'll have them all treasured in my heart.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Here in Malaybalay, Bukidnon



I have been here since last Sunday. I will be staying for my studies on basic music up to June 3. I have several experiences so far - some have been hard times catching up with the lessons. I also have the moments of fun with some newly found friends. The prayers here are profound, that aside from masses, there are also prayers of Psalms that we sing. I still have to catch up with all the lessons. So far, I find solfeggio most interesting. Here, we are housed at the Paul VI Institute of Liturgy. Meanwhile, my musically adept roommate, the closest person I have here, is somehow helping me manage my stay here.

Friday, December 17, 2010

Jolly Christmas Party need not be extravagant

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And so the kids under my advisory enjoyed the simple party. Simple, because we did not contribute specific amount for the food. The students prepared by group. We had a simple lunch and we did not even have the money-spending exchanging gift. But we had the party that was jolly. Some joined in the karaoke singing. Others were ecstatic playing the parlor games. The winners got candies as their prizes.
I was surprised by a student who gave me a gift. I thought that was an act of true sharing. I wished I could have given her something in return. But I thought she was grateful that I sponsored the drinks and the games' prizes, and most of all, of my presence. Earlier, they thought the party would not pursue. The kids went home with smile on their face. These pictures can really tell, even more than what I am saying here.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Gift of Christmas

I was arguing with some of my third year students this morning on the idea of exchanging gifts. They suggested that we raffle their names for the exchange gifts as one highlight for the Christmas party in school. Over the years of my teaching, I always succumb to the desire of the kids; after all, it's their party not mine. However this time, I have seen the necessity of bringing up my stand on exchanging gifts. I discussed with them on the idea about gifts during Christmas. I told them that after the Magi gave their gifts to Jesus, they did not ask for any exchange. "We are the very gifts for others, as Christ came to share to us the gift of Salvation," I added. I further said that Christmas is not about expecting for something to be received but it is a moment to share joy to everyone. A family could have all the decorations, food preparations and everything for the celebration. But if there's no peace in the home, what's Christmas for? Some of us try to feel the presence of the season by having all the materials for the celebration of holidays around. It is every Christian's responsibility to tell the world of the meaning and reason for the Season: The Birth of Jesus, the Emmanuel.

I was relieved that somehow, they agreed that we shall not have exchanging gifts anymore.

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Camp Blog 3 in Butuan



I stepped my foot for the first time here in Butuan City just yesterday afternoon. I'll be here up to November 28 for the Camp Blog 3. We are housed at the Almont Inland Resort, but we are having our sessions at the CARAGA State University. I have yet to find out what this city could bring. For the meantime, I have to accomplish the requirements of the camp.
Camp Blog 1b

Camp Blog 2

Friday, November 19, 2010

UKShirts

Great comfy shirts for less than a hundred pesos each. Not really bad for k-Swiss, Puma and Adidas brands of tees. It just takes some patience and lots of "ukay-ukay".

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Happy Birthday Mamang

My mother's official birth date is November 10. By tradition, she celebrates her birthday on the 18th of November. So today, she is a year older. She threw a party at the cooperative, of which she is the general manager.

I wish her good health, sound mind and a more fruitful life under God's blessing and love.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Exceptional Eighth for Pacman


Pacquiao's fight with Margarito this afternoon was something to be celebrated on. Margarito was way taller and by his stance, one would not have the thought that any boxer with the physical stats of Paquiao would ever badly punch him. But Margarito was heavily punished by the Pacman, who today, earned his eighth world boxing title via unanimous decision. Indeed, he is the best boxer that ever lived!

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Got a New Bike


I just bought this one today. Fr. Dodong Pagulon, had me and the motor blessed at the Bishop's House lawn after the 5:15 pm mass of our Mother of Perpetual Help.

Sunday, November 7, 2010

ZamboangeƱos Robbed Me Twice in a Day

Zamboanga City should be dear to me. I finished my college there. I completed my academic requirements in my M.A. Science Education in the same city. There, I have found lots of friends and made memories to cherish for life.

In a fateful day, so never expected by me - two people there robbed me. November 4, 2010 was the day I was bound for Zamboanga to claim my PRC ID and enroll at GSIS for the latest e-card.

Having decided that we had to be back at GSIS by 3 pm, we proceeded to PRC in Baliwasan. Upon knowing that we couldn't get in because of what we were wearing, we decided that one of us would just bring our SPA. We had to print a copy, and we had to go to an internet cafe to have it done. When I got to the cafe, there were many people inside, and I did not notice that I was already picked of my wallet. The wallet contained a considerable amount of money plus ATM cards and my driver's license. I felt like I was ripped of my clothes at the time and I was so helpless with the situation. I wanted to go home right at that moment. I just had to stay further for my GSIS transaction.

I was already robbed; but I had to stay further, to have me enrolled at GSIS, at least to have the consolation of my coming to the city. While on the line for the ID processing there at the GSIS, we were dismayed by how the attending personnel was doing. He was like delaying time. He even took a snack, while seeing a line of his clients waiting for him. Then we just heard that the company would have a meeting at 4:30 pm. Again, I was robbed. This time, robbed of the chance to enroll for GSIS UMID. That personnel could have given me just 5 minutes; he didn't. He was so afraid of his boss.

Now, Zamboanga to me has been changed forever. I suddenly recalled all the partiality it had brought to me when I was still studying there. That day of November 4, I was robbed twice. But the city has robbed me many times already.

Monday, October 18, 2010

Been to Malangas

I was with my school principal this morning at Malangas National High to participate in the 2010 Regional Team Supervision (RTS). I was assigned as the encoder for the consolidated observations on the performance of demonstration teacher in math. This has been my third (successive) time as encoder in the RTS in the province. It's my first time in this famous coal mine town of Zamboanga Sibugay.

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Happy Birthday Dyan, my sis


Mother of two cute kids (Jonas and Dhanna), wife of a loving and dedicated husband (Jonathan Maraon) and a sister of mine. At the moment, she's in Cebu. My sis Dionessa and my mother (with Angel and Inin) are there to celebrate with her and her daughter Dhanna's birthday. Dhanna's birthday was last October 15.

May she have good health and more blessings.

Rosary Today

I was skeptic about having the Rosary prayed at home. My sis and mother are in Cebu. They should have helped me prepare the house. But Ate Jo of BCBP requested that we have it done this afternoon. At around 5 pm, Ates Des, Jo and Ofelia came. We prayed the Holy Rosary, with me as the leader. It was a great moment having prayed the Rosary for some special intentions.